It's plain and simple: it's the end of the year, literally 4 full school days and 4 days of finals left for me. That's 21 full days til graduation. This is why i'm updating. This is why I'm breaking my silence with Xanga. Simply to share with you this quote I found, and some sentiments to go along with it.
" You spend twelve years of your life learning how to live, but everytime
you try to live in those twelve years you're told you're wrong. Then
everyone you've grown to love is taken away and scattered. That's why
they should teach how to say goodbye and how to let go. "
its almost over. its the last stretch. last inning. final farewell. last hurrah.
last bow. last scene. last drag. final note. its the end.
It's starting to grow sad. It's starting to make me think, and wonder, and worry. Yes, there's the joy...It's always been there, and probably always will be. I have longed and longed to free myself of this bubble..and of these four walls. And here it is, almost completely evaporated and I find myself wishing for some more rain...Or no not even that. I find myself wishing I would have had a better expereince here and there. And its sad.
It's truly sad.
I'm going to miss you, and you, and even you.
And I want you to know, even if I didn't mean much to you...you've ment something to me. And I hope the good memories will fade out the bad. I hope you find what you're searching for.
And I hope its happy.
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such good excuses to visit!